Don’t Panic!

I will post something personal again today, something that I recently lived myself. A Panic Attack.   I am not really a steady person, I fight really hard every day but sometimes I can't contain myself. That is not good and I know it. I need to change but that is not for now.  ... Continue Reading →

Tanzplattform 2018 – Part 1

Dear listeners, As I told you I visited Tanzplattform 2018, a festival of contemporary dance. These last days have been inspiring, full of thoughts and opened a lot of questions. I had a pretty full schedule with discussions and talks in the morning then 2 to 3 performances throughout the afternoon and evening. The main... Continue Reading →

Tanzplattform Deutschland

Dear Listeners, In a few days something I have been looking forward to for a while will take place. I will visit the Tanzplattform Deutschland, that‘s the biggest dance festival here in Germany. I am lucky enough that the University Leipzig will sponsor the trip (Thank you!) and most of the tickets as I am... Continue Reading →


Decisions. Life. Chaos. Sadness, poverty, money, richness, loneliness, company, family, friends. Words. Feelings. But most important... Meaning. What does is it mean when you utter words like: "I'm fine", " I'm sad", "I'm mad", or even " I love you "? Of course, society has already decided what almost every word means, but what I... Continue Reading →

New Start, Apology

Hello Dear listeners. I thought the few last days if this blog goes the way I wanted it to go and the answer is no. This Blog does not exist very long now, we started in November so that makes it now three months, and it starts to grow. Some of the reasons I don't... Continue Reading →

My biggest fear

Hello dear Listeners, Right now I wanna share with you something for various reasons. 1. That you see you are not alone out there. 2. To get things off my mind.   I will start in the past, so let us begin. I was in an educational dance program 2013 in Germany Nürnberg. This program... Continue Reading →

Fotos (German Self-written story)

Ich öffnete meine Augen. Eine Menschen menge vor mir und alle weinten. Ich schaue genauer hin und erkenne meine Familie und freunde. Meine Mutter direkt vorne kniend, meine Freundin nimmt Sie in arm und versucht Sie zu trösten, mein bester Freund kämpft gegen jede einzelne träne während er die Hand seiner Freundin hält. Ganz viele... Continue Reading →

The Journey

These last days were pretty unplanned and moving for me. Although I live in Germany where I was born and where I lived my whole life there is some part of me that is connected to a country that is so different from my home that I can hardly believe it. Have you ever been... Continue Reading →

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